THE STORM IS CALM

So a big , big , big update .............................................................................................................

 AFTER EIGHT MONTHS OF QUITTING MY PREVIOUS  JOB , I GOT A FULL TIME JOB WITH BETTER PAY AND BENEFITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man theses eight months have been truly hard and very exhausting , without God I would have not made it through this storm!

Even though this was one of the hardest times in my life , I have no regrets quitting my previous job.

I have to give a huge shoutout to my wife who truly stood by me and making sure we stayed afloat , LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I also want to give a big thanks to my connect church family for keeping grounded during this rough season in my life !

Also a big shoutout to my folks for praying for my wife and I during this rough time in our life . 

So now I want to share some lessons I have learned and what I am still struggling with .

1.  Before and during this rough a couple of people broke my spirit and killed my dreams. 

You might saying why are you allowing these people to have that type of power over you?

I wish I could answer you but 1. I don't really have an answer and 2. these are good people and it is best I hold my tongue. I have learned to keep my dreams to myself and to accept my predestined place in this world.

2. I have a great support system and need to lean on them more often !

3.  I have limited skills , hopefully at this new job I can add new skills to my skill set.

4.  I need to really seek out some Christian counseling because I will admit my relationship with Jesus is a little bruised right now.   

5.  Me going to to the gym has been a great asset to me staying sane during theses last two months.

As you can see I am still struggling with some stuff  but I am going to be more than okay!

This is all part of growth and were I am at right now .

I leave you with this encouraging quote :