Monday, May 14, 2018

A Leeman Healthier Then Me Update / Leeman's Song Of The Week

So this week I am combining My healthier me update and y song of the week , because there is not much to update on my health.

So starting with my health update , I did not gain or lose any weight in the past 2 weeks , frustrating but I have solutions to step up my game .
I recently got DDP YOGA , I have been doing push ups , squats, and sit ups at home to add to my exercise , an I will be going for walks.
So thats my update on my health , hoping to update you guys in two weeks that I am under 300 pounds.






This week's song is from one of my favorite rap groups Twiztid !

I started listening to Twiztid in 2004 during my freshmen year of high school , Twiztid's music made feel accepted,  an that I could be me .
First song I heard from Twiztid was We Don't Die , It was different but that's what made me fall in love with Twiztid's music . Here is a little bio on Twiztid !:

Twiztid is an American hip hop group from Detroit, Michigan. Formed in 1997, Twiztid is composed of Jamie Spaniolo and Paul Methric, who perform under the respective personas of Jamie Madrox and Monoxide. Spaniolo and Methric are former members of the group House of Krazees, which disbanded in 1997 a year after the duo's departure, they released their debut album in 1997.
Twiztid performs a style of horrorcore rap and have released 11 studio albums, 10 EP's, 8 compilation albums and 1 mixtape. (wiki)
So here is The Deep End By Twiztid Feat. Caskey:

Thursday, May 10, 2018

A LETTER TO MY MOM




This Sunday is Mothers day , so I thought it would be cool to brag on my mom!


DEAR MOM

Hey mom ! I thought I would take some time to tell you how much I appreciate you.
Mom, you have been my rock since day one !
Mom , you are a lot stronger then you realize !
Mom, thank you for praying for me when I wasn't living right !
Mom, Thank you for making me go to church when I did not want to !
Mom , Thank you for kicking me out in 2008 , that was the start of a wake up call I needed! 
Mom, Thank you for teaching me not to give up on people !
Mom, thank you for encouraging me to read and making me a book worm !


In closing, Mom , I hope I have made you proud and I love you so much !

The love of a mother is the veil of a softer light between the heart and the heavenly Father. Samuel Taylor Coleridge
   

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

THIS STORM WILL NOT LAST FOREVER



So for those read my blog and watched vlog yesterday about my depression and bringing awareness to the struggle of depression,well today I want to share the hope I have and the source of my hope .
An I am going to start off with a short story called Storms Don't Last Forever .


Storms Don't Last Forever 


Luke and his Father are supplies men for the nearby villages surrounded by the ocean
The only way Luke and his Father could deliver the supplies was by boat .
So one morning Luke and his Father shipped out to deliver to a village that desperately needed supplies but was far out past were they normally deliver.

Luke was incredibly nervous but did not want his Father to know he was nervous .
Two hours into the trip and almost half way there , the clouds got pitch black and it started to storm .
Waves were crashing into the boat very fast , the wind made it hard for Luke and his Father to move .
Lighting was striking every 2 mins , Luke began to panic, He thought to himself we are going to die out here.
Luke's father saw the panic in his son eyes and grabbed by the shoulders an said  .  Luke  , look at me! We are going to survive this , ya hear me !!   Our God is bigger then this storm! Storms don't last forever !!! We need to pray son !

Both Luke and his father began to pray , Luke Father Prayed : Jesus! My Saviour! I thank you for the life you have given us ! We are in a bit of a pickle here ! This storm is going to kill us if you don't intervene ! Jesus , you have brought me through many storms in my life and my son Luke's life ,  I know you can save save us from this one ! In your powerful name Jesus ,AMEN!!!!

All of the sudden the storm stopped and the sky became clear.
Luke and and his Father began to jump for joy and gave praises to Jesus for saving them from the storm.


We all can relate to luke in a way , especially when we go through hard times/storms in life that seem like they wont end .
But let me tell you about a hope that has brought me through many storms in my life !

This hope's name is Jesus ! 
I have learned to lean on Jesus's understanding and not my own !
Because I usually ended failing or get lost when I cast aside Jesus's understanding  .
You maybe asking how do I lean on Jesus's understanding ? How can I trust him?
Here are the top 3 ways to lean on Jesus's understanding : 1. Read your Bible ! get into His Holy Word ! 2. Pray ! I wold not be were I am today if I did not have a prayer life ! 3. surround yourself with believers that will stand by you and pray with you !
  
 How you can trust Jesus ? By building a relationship with him!
Talk to him like a friend , like a father ! key things : Pray and Read Hid Holy Word! 
in closing here , here are some verses I want you to mediate on :

Proverbs 3:5-7 NLT
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. 
6 Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. 


7 Don’t be impressed with your own wisdom. Instead, fear the LORD and turn away from evil.

John 14:26-27(NLT)

26 But when the Father sends the Advocate as my representative—that is, the Holy Spirit—he will teach you everything and will remind you of everything I have told you. 27 “I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid.



Psalm 146:5-6 (NLT)

But joyful are those who have the God of Israel[a] as their helper,
    whose hope is in the Lord their God.
He made heaven and earth,
    the sea, and everything in them.
    He keeps every promise forever.





Tuesday, May 8, 2018

A VLOG ON DEPRESSION






So I thought I would share in a vlog about depression, what I am going through  , and what I think we can do to bring awareness about depression.  Here is my vlog on depression  :

 

Leemans Song Of The Week!

This weeks song is Epiphany by Staind !

I first heard Staind on local rock station and the first song I heard by Staind was "Its Been Awhile ".
I love there music , many of there songs have helped me through many storms in my life .
My favorite Staind Album is "Break The Cycle ".
Here is some info on Staind :

Staind are a Massachusetts quartet identified with the alt-metal (or nu-metal) movement. The band formed in 1995 with Aaron Lewis on vocals, Johnny April on bass, Mike Mushok on guitar, and Jon Wysocki on drums. Though Staind incorporate the harsh textures of metal in their music, the most popular Staind songs feature stripped-down, often acoustic arrangements augmented by Lewis’s sensitive lyrics about relationships and his battles with his demons.  ( source : https://www.thoughtco.com)


Here is Staind's song Epiphany !:


Saturday, May 5, 2018

OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!




Wow ! Lydia , tomorrow it will be   year since we got married ! What?!?!
This has been an year of laughter , tears, growth , and happiness.
Lydia , in our first year of marriage there has been a bunch memories/moments that I will cherish forever .
So I thought I would share my top five moments/memories of our first year !

1.  When we first went grocery shopping at Shaw's as a married couple and you had to go down every aisle. I thought you were going to buy the whole store ! lol 
Thank you for putting up with my snarky attitude and not putting me out to pasture . lol

2.  On our honeymoon when we went to that chinese restaurant and they waiter did not warn us how big the portions were .  We had chinese food for days ! lol

3.  When you first did announcements at church , It was hilarious you trying to do Lyndsey's catch phrase. 

4.    When you decided to raise money for the homeless by selling bake goods . 
      I love your heart for the broken  and lost souls . 

5.  When you tried to make me BBQ chicken and came out horrible . The fact you tried to make one of my favorites , meant and still means the world to me.

Lydia, even in this tough season we are in , you have been strong enough for the both of us , not sure how you do it .
Lydia ,  your the most beautiful woman I could ask for .  If you look up the definition beauty, your beautiful face would be there.
Lydia , you have made me and continually are making me a better man !
Lydia your faith in Christ is amazing , keep running your race !


Lydia , can't wait to see what God has instore for the rest of our live , I am glad I get to do life with you !!!!!!  Love You So Much !!!!!!!!!!!

“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever” 
― Nicholas Sparks 

         

Three Things That Are Bugging Leeman Right Now Part 2




Hey it is Leeman back with three things that are bugging me , let's get to it !

1 .  People Wanting Tim Allen's Last Man Standing Back On The Air !

So on FaceBook the other day I saw that there is chance that Tim Allen's Last Man Standing might be brought back on Fox . 
Ewww!  Why?!
I don't understand how it lasted 6 seasons ! What was so funny about this show ?
You have to a lame sense of humor or a 3rd grade education to enjoy this show !
Now I know some of you die hard Ronald Reagan idol worshipers will say it got canceled because of how conservative the show was , although it maybe true , I don't care !!
The only thing Tim Allen was ever good in was Home Improvement !
If this show comes back , it is a sign of the end times !


2.   People In WalMart Not Knowing How To Move !

One of the things I dread is going to Walmart !
The WalMart in my area somehow make people in my area forget how to move in a store with a lot of people.
A couple things that usually happens . 1. I almost crash in someone because that person is not watching were they are going .  2. Park themselves right in the middle of the aisle and have convos while blocking aisle .  3.  People making it hard for handicap people by using the motorized carts even though they are not handicapped.
Going to Walmart is always a stressful time for me , so I try not to go to WalMart if I don't have to.

3.  This Whole Kanye West Drama

I can't understand what is going on in Kanye west's head , honestly Kanye ,  are you smoking crack?
How can you say all this backward ignorant garbage ? Do you honestly believe what you are spewing ? 
You can not watch that garbage trump hat and call yourself a free thinker !
You can not be a free thinker and spew hate !
Kanye , I honestly think you have let fame get to you and you are having a mental breakdown .
Get Help!!!!!