What is up guys !!!!!!
It has been 3 months since my last blog entry and I have missed blogging,
I have been busy with my job , life , and dealing with depression, so it is has been hard to blog but i am going to try to fit blogging once or twice a week in my life .
So I thought I would give insight on the tough season I having been facing the lately , so let's dive in!
So if you have read previous blogs you know that back in september of last year I went to a " ag pastors conference " and was told I was told in so many words that I was not called to be a pastor,
This incident started my path to depression.
I have come to terms that I am not called to be a pastor , I am really okay with that and I really don't have the desire to be a pastor anymore.
My questions to God has been , how do I fit into your Kingdom ? Do I fit into your Kingdom Lord ?
I am a really saved ?
To keep it 100, God has not answered those questions.
My faith is on empty and To keep it 100, I have not felt this way before .
So I ask those have been saved for a long time and those whose faith is deep rooted , to keep me in your prayers .
My dad had a health scare recently and bunch of drama has manifested it self , so that has been stressful and tiring.
Even with that stress , I know that can only control my reaction and choices I make during this tough time .
On a positive note, I'm doing okay at my job , starting to get a hang of the job.
I have lost 15 pounds ! I'm really proud of my weight loss progress and can't wait to see more progress.
My Wife and I finally got a 1st floor apt , here in Maine , especially in the winter , a first floor apt is ideal .
Well that is all I have to say for now , I hope to blog more in the coming week, LOVE YA'LL !!!!!!!!
